Thursday, October 29, 2009
Go within. Search for the cause, find the impetus that bids you to write. Put it to this test: Does it stretch out its roots in the deepest place of your heart? Can you avow that you would die if you were forbidden to write? Above all, in the most silent hour of your night, ask yourself this: Must I write? Dig deep into yourself for a true answer. rainer maria rilke
i will die if im forbidden to ____? i've been pondering over this and i cant find one answer that i can build my life on.
i so wanted to complain, but then life is unfair. everyday i feel that there's so much i want to do but im restricted. im contemplating of doing other thing, am giving myself until end of next year or year and a half. at the same time i do keep in mind that this does make sense - to build your career whilst still young
perhaps need 'counciling' from others again, shall find one day to get the much needed advice.
im looking forward to the day that i can finally do what i love. i dont want to be a slave to money forever...
Labels: Random Rantings
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