Sunday, December 20, 2009
i hate talking to people who says they got this problem and etc when the solution is obvious since it's something you can fix but you CHOSE not to.
i hate talking to people who kept telling me they regret this and that and if only they can go back to that moment. i hate it because 'why cant you just let it go?'. it's really no use fretting over it, for goodness sake it's past!
i do think back and question myself 'what would happen if i chose this?' but then it will be a full stop to it. i dont brood or start imagine what would have happened. and im proud to come thus far (even though i have ruined plenty of stuff along the way), but still, no regrets. and i really feel that what i have gained by far outweigh all the 'what if' stuff; the friends, experience, knowledge, life skills etc.
and quoting from Alice's adventures in wonderland by Lewis Carroll,i read this when i was in primary 2 or 3 (received this from some award that i cant remember):
'But it's no use going back to yesterday, because i was a different person then.'
one way i get through different part of my life is from the recollections of different quotes and stories that were etched in my head.
to make it as durable as possible, i would have to start putting them down in writing (benjamin frankin), ok that's an excuse for me to get myself this. saw it at 313 hmv but still resisting from temptation to get it, getting this and the 2010 organiser will go up to about $100...i have a special affection towards the peace sign
by the way i went to mng sales, there is nothing that i fancy despite the prices being so low. and as soon as i walked out i saw a lady with a graphic tee from mng that some aunties were busying trying just now...ops..
however never see anything i like from mango doesnt mean i never spend...have to really pray very hard that monday is a good day!
just to round things up, it's not that i dislike people pouring out their hearts to me, but if im in a foul mood and you complain on such stuff, it's an annoyance. by the way am i really such a good listener? because you know, we ladies cant control bitching =)
Labels: Random Rantings
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