chinyeng::jann
16th May 1987
miss.recluse@hotmail.com
QUOTE
"When you do something great, and somebody says "I like that", You should look at them and say Thank you I worked very hard on this and it's really great , because it the only way to get that sharable sense of value in your life...truthfully if you don't honor your own work, you're nothing. So honor your own work and anything that you do..." GaGa
WishList
Learn French/German/Melayu
The Annotated Alice:The Definitive Edition - L.Carroll
Complete ACCA by end of 2010
Timepiece
Dr Dre Heartbeats
Sony Alpha DSLR A230
Carrera champion bianco nero
Biker jacket
Queen's couture dim mak's shirt
Go to MOCA & Warhol museum
New spectacles New leather strap for watch
Mess up my hair
Moleskine Woodstock Peace Notebook Moleskine 2010 Planner
Medical check-up
An Establishment Vehicle
An Apartment
Peak period for audit is approaching, coming monday and the following monday i will be at client's place. both of these cases are definitely not my favourite clients, one has a directors and accountants that are difficult to handle while the other has a super messy accounts in all the various currencies. the latter also made me come back during my study leaves in the prior year! this few days i will be out of office to do stock-take, at least there's no need to see boss's face until thursday.
i am thinking of changing job, raison detre; better pay and more exposure in the audit of bigger companies. however, in anticipation of the upcoming activities and stuff that are aligned in 2010, staying put seems to be a better choice. im only after audit, albeit accounts has a higher paying range, i need to clock 3years of audit experience. by the way my boss has signed my performance objectives. my colleagues are using my answers to the challenge questions and they are very daring to request it from me (because they know i dont give a damn on such thing).
One more thing, im going to change blog because i prefer tumblr's interface. link can be found on the blog.
8:34 PM
Sunday, December 27, 2009
I just received an sms that states 'on 23 nov 09, at about 1045pm, we left novena cali together...you were walking behind me out of novena cali until the level 3 escalator when u divert your direction to the lifts.. pls reply me if u r the person. Would like to noe u..thx'
the thing is how did this person got my hp no? shitty. and i totally cant remember what i did, nor if i did go to gym. i'll usually take the lift because i drive there. i just want to know how did the person landed up with my no...damn
by the way, last week pk broke her drawer (because she put her foot on it). I really hate to take pictures with my e71, the photos are always of poor quality no matter how you try to save it with photoshop...
the drawer was mainly fixed up with furniture staples, so im not surprised it's so fragile. well, my boss's super stingy so you cant expect him to buy expensive things. our furniture and the partition that were made are all from msia because the price is super cheap.
i hardly drink this christmas, just food. Just last week i had steak 3 times (ribeye and sirloin), and it's medium rare, which means more calories. to compensate for that i didnt drink much because i was told recently that hard liquor pack more calories than beer! If you mixed it with juice or soft drinks, you are making it worst. That's why now i go for neat. And yes, im cutting down on drinking, although it's a torture but for the sake of my health (and weight), got to do it (after another drinking session which someone owe me). however, white and red wine is permitted =)
This christmas is the only time i receive presents but i didnt give! well because i didnt have time. zs's best, he said it's snowing in texas. kept tempting me to go there, emphasising accommodation is foc. he's totally enjoying his time there and he's actually doing purchasing and simple accounts too! (his job is that of system analyst).
Shall end with a music video from P!nk's, most of her videos are fun and help you destress =)
i hate talking to people who says they got this problem and etc when the solution is obvious since it's something you can fix but you CHOSE not to.
i hate talking to people who kept telling me they regret this and that and if only they can go back to that moment. i hate it because 'why cant you just let it go?'. it's really no use fretting over it, for goodness sake it's past!
i do think back and question myself 'what would happen if i chose this?' but then it will be a full stop to it. i dont brood or start imagine what would have happened. and im proud to come thus far (even though i have ruined plenty of stuff along the way), but still, no regrets. and i really feel that what i have gained by far outweigh all the 'what if' stuff; the friends, experience, knowledge, life skills etc.
and quoting from Alice's adventures in wonderland by Lewis Carroll,i read this when i was in primary 2 or 3 (received this from some award that i cant remember):
'But it's no use going back to yesterday, because i was a different person then.'
one way i get through different part of my life is from the recollections of different quotes and stories that were etched in my head.
to make it as durable as possible, i would have to start putting them down in writing (benjamin frankin), ok that's an excuse for me to get myself this. saw it at 313 hmv but still resisting from temptation to get it, getting this and the 2010 organiser will go up to about $100...i have a special affection towards the peace sign
by the way i went to mng sales, there is nothing that i fancy despite the prices being so low. and as soon as i walked out i saw a lady with a graphic tee from mng that some aunties were busying trying just now...ops..
however never see anything i like from mango doesnt mean i never spend...have to really pray very hard that monday is a good day!
just to round things up, it's not that i dislike people pouring out their hearts to me, but if im in a foul mood and you complain on such stuff, it's an annoyance. by the way am i really such a good listener? because you know, we ladies cant control bitching =)
i want to head down to mandarin gallery...i so wanted to 'participate' in the mango sales, buy the marc jacob shirt, head down to levi's for new pair of jeans, go to zara at 313, buy a new bag, wallet, shoes etc etc but the issue is i have no money...
coming week i will be auditing a company located somewhere near central mall...and it's scary because im afraid i will walk there after work (which i did last year). wish my loot will arrive asap so that i wont think about other stuff on my shopping list! bought it in us (during the period when im on leave =.=''') cos it's slightly cheaper than if i were to buy it here which cost S$240! pk saying she will have her lv bag and wallet bought from us via her friend...it's so tempting...she was the one who tempted me with coach too, and i fell into the trap...now it seems to be happening again...
thankfully due to time difference, didnt manage to msn zs much if not sure will ask him to help me buy some stuff there and bring it back, especially many brands are dirt cheap there as compared to here.
need to distract myself with other stuff if not i will continue to desire what i want but couldnt get my hands on. ok go revise french!
oh my im sleeping later and later each day! anyway was dead beat today, most probably due to lack of sleep. thus on the bus to cathay i was dozing on and off, eventually alighted a stop late and end up at ps. upon reaching cathay i called and ask where's him and after about 5+min of walking around, and whilst on the phone he said 'level 5 so big ar?' den i decided to ask him 'are you at cathay or cineleisure?' and that's when i realised we were at wrong place. i was rather unhappy because i was quite tired and now there's such nonsense. told him we meet at ps then (that's the furthest i will go). no movie today and i doubt i can stay through the whole show anyway.
the weather was so wonderful this morning-if you were allowed to just lay in your bed and sleep through it cos it was pouring! i really need to train myself to wake up the instance the alarm goes off. i was pretty much awake today but i didnt leave my bed till my morning call came.
i did enjoy my work today despite everything's in a mess; the client has omitted some entries and when i called to enquire, he said he has left them out because he didnt know what to do =.='''. the company traded in their vehicle and bought a new one, hire purchase was thus amended with redemption in the scheme and other stuff...that's why im sometimes contradicting myself by saying i want to audit small companies when the accountant of those small companies are usually self-proclaimed. boss was pms-ing today, cant stand him.
during lunch, chai and shanice were talking about cancer and how their closed one were hit/ currently fighting with it. shanice said her family has got the hereditary type...today's lunch was really meaningful because we didnt just bitch; i got to know that those with traits of determination and a very very very strong will of survival do make miracles...not that they survive eventually but their lives were prolonged and you know how precious time is in such situations...
i've got alot of things i want to do but time's passing so quickly...today pk was saying her time was passing very slow and she dont mind giving chai her time cos chai was complaining time's running fast. i cant agree with chai more, i feel that 24hrs is so not enough. im also a strong believer in that whatever you want to do you should do it in New York minute, at least you wont regret what you never did.
